This post is completely going to be different and most likely going to be the most authentic I ever wrote. I think that many people are either going to understand where I'm coming from or maybe going to think that I've been giving up but you all need explanation from me because it won’t be fair on my end. I want people to see where I'm currently at right now in MY reality. I feel like I am no longer “living” or I no longer have a purpose in my life. When I told myself to just take it day by day, I didn’t realize that “day by day” is not what I have in my reality. I keep referring reality because my reality is something that people needs to be aware. I wake up every morning and realize that my husband will be injecting me with drugs every single day and multiple times a day on a daily basis. This is what I look "forward" to every day, a few injections of drugs and just go back to whatever I’m doing. What am I doing though? This is also not my reality, this is my husband’s reality as well.
miracles
I can't believe it has been almost 2 weeks that I've been released from the hospital and it has been an incredible journey so far. I got so many surprises from my loved ones who came from different places to throw so many unforgettable moments that I will forever cherish.
My Surprise Bachelorette Party At The Grey Eagle Casino Resort, https://www.greyeagleresortandcasino.ca/ who took care of us girls throughout the night without any complications. Big Shout Out to Matt, Director of Sales & Marketing for giving us an incredible night & Ernie, Managers at the Casino who also made us feel comfortable!
From the bottom of our hearts, thank you so much for a wonderful memory of our day that will last forever in this beautiful video of my early 26th birthday celebration. This had me in tears!
Videography Credit to Ferdi Flancia Films, http://ferdiflanciafilms.com/.
He finally proposed! It's about time! haha We've talked about getting married by the end of this year after all treatments or when I'm finally cancer free but unfortunately, everything's been happening so fast that he finally decided to just do it! actually, I've been nagging him haha. What's funny is that I got my wedding dress and we got our marriage license before he proposed. lol
On March 29th, my mom told me that we are doing a final family photo shoot which made a lot of sense. Little did I know, he was going to propose. We headed to the park, I was confuse to why some of my family were running around when I thought they went shopping and I also called him but no answer. Then, I saw up in the air "MARRY ME?", Peter walking towards me while my brother carrying me down the park.
I love this man and he just made me realized how much I want to spend more days, weeks, months and years with him. I still believe in miracles.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
