MY REALITY

This post is completely going to be different and most likely going to be the most authentic I ever wrote. I think that many people are either going to understand where I'm coming from or maybe going to think that I've been giving up but you all need explanation from me because it won’t be fair on my end. I want people to see where I'm currently at right now in MY reality. I feel like I am no longer “living” or I no longer have a purpose in my life. When I told myself to just take it day by day, I didn’t realize that “day by day” is not what I have in my reality. I keep referring reality because my reality is something that people needs to be aware. I wake up every morning and realize that my husband will be injecting me with drugs every single day and multiple times a day on a daily basis. This is what I look "forward" to every day, a few injections of drugs and just go back to whatever I’m doing. What am I doing though? This is also not my reality, this is my husband’s reality as well. 

MR & MRS STUDNICKA

Once again, 

Videography Credit to Ferdi Flancia Films, http://ferdiflanciafilms.com/. 

I can't say thank you enough for this amazing videography. He worked all day and surpassed our expectations. My husband and I could not stop watching the video without smiling, it's absolutely perfect!

UPDATE ON BEHALF OF MY SISTER IN LAW

Last Thursday, Micah was rushed to the ER because of delirium. I got a text from her best friend that day around noon regarding her condition. She was confused, asking everyone over and over again what is colon cancer, why did she get married and why did she start the go fund me account. I knew she had an infection somewhere the moment I received the text message. To be honest, I got so nervous because one of the doctors before told us that an infection ( perforation of her bowels from the tumour ) might cause her death. She was so confused that at one point she didn't recognize her family and friends. She  thought we were all strangers. She also had a seizure for 60 seconds. Her abdomen was distended, the lower part of her incision site was bleeding and when the doctor palpated it, purulent discharge was oozing out. We were told the CT scan ( abdomen) revealed that her cancer is worse. Thankfully the CT scan ( head)  result was negative.

THE SHEPARD FAMILY FOUNDATION

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"The Shepard Family Foundation mission is to help elevate underprivileged families and youth with education, leadership and positive reinforcement!"

Dear Russel & Marian,

I sincerely want to dedicate this blog because you have made a difference in my life. Thank you for listening to my story and your recent generous gift of $5000 USD for my natural treatments that I will be undergoing for the next few months.  Your generosity has given me the ability to seek more natural treatments that I didn't think was possible and another chance to fight this cancer

Words cannot express how I feel! You have given me hope and courage to fight this battle! My family and I will always be forever grateful. God Bless! 

SURPRISE BACHELORETTE + BRIDAL SHOWER

I can't believe it has been almost 2 weeks that I've been released from the hospital and it has been an incredible journey so far. I got so many surprises from my loved ones who came from different places to throw so many unforgettable moments that I will forever cherish.

My Surprise Bachelorette Party At The Grey Eagle Casino Resort, https://www.greyeagleresortandcasino.ca/ who took care of us girls throughout the night without any complications. Big Shout Out to Matt, Director of Sales & Marketing for giving us an incredible night & Ernie, Managers at the Casino who also made us feel comfortable!