GOD, WHAT IS YOUR PLAN?

Calgary, AB, Canada
I can't sleep... and I don't even know how to get my thoughts all together. It's almost been a week since I've been released from the hospital. I've been living every moment with my loved ones and taking it all day by day. I've been receiving so many supports from so many people especially now more than ever. I've been given so much hope and I can't stop fighting now.

Although, last night with all the social media bombarding me, I couldn't help but breakdown... so many supports and prayers but I just felt like I'm one step behind again... I couldn't help but think, God, what does this all mean? What are you trying to show me? Are you giving me a chance to live? Am I in denial of what's happening to me? I'm walking with him with so many hopes but I'm scared this can end so quick. I see my loved ones with so much happiness but I'm scared, I'm so scared for them. I'm holding on to you God but I need answers... 



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  1. Micah,

    Hi my name is Bob Miller. I have Stage IV Colon Cancer and have been fighting it for 10 years and 5 months as of today. When first diagnosed I did something crazy and tried a chemical I found on the Internet. I was given 6 months to a year to live but the day after I was diagnosed I started taking DCA (sodium Dichoroacetate). It reduced my tumor by 65% over 4 months and then kept me stable for another 14 months. You can buy it on Amazon for less than $75.

    https://www.amazon.com/Pure-20g-Powder-Sodium-Dichloroacetate/dp/B00X06QUKU/ref=sr_1_2_s_it?s=hpc&ie=UTF8&qid=1491071764&sr=1-2&keywords=dca+sodium+dichloroacetate

    Take a gram a day in some juice. Only side affet I had was Peripheral Neurapathy which started at around a year. It made me stop at 18 months.

    I have no idea if this will work for you, it did for me and gave me time to find other things. I am almost 73. I feel good and am enjoying life though I still have the cancer. Please try this for me. No one your age should suffer this. Call me if you want. Bob Miller 954-881-0780

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  2. You can also read about DCA at thedcasite.com though I think it is not active.

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  3. My thoughts and prayers are with you as I followed your blog. I couldn't imagine how scary this whole situation has been for you and your family. I rented lost my mother to cancer in december after a 8 month long battle. I'm so sorry that you are going through this at such a young age. Please keeping writing the blog and praying. I will be following this blog until the very end. Hopefully that's a long way away. ��

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  4. Praying for you and your family. God bless. I believe in miracles.

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  5. I just read an article from CTV about you and was moved by your high spirits in battling this colon cancer. I'm into tears while reading your blog, maybe because I just loss my younger brother last February who was 41 years old. It pains me so much to see someone in great pain but still with high hopes like my brother.

    I'm wishing you happiness and peace. Miracle can still happen, just believe.

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  6. My thoughts and prayers are still with you Micah. Don't lose faith, I do believe miracles happen with God by your side. Stay strong.

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  7. Micah, hi. My name is Meaghan, and I am a 29 year old mother of 3. Reading your story and your blog has moved me to tears time and again, as your strength is so profound. I know that in the thick of this, hearing "you're strong" can be repetitive and frustrating especially as you're feeling you're weakest, but I mean it from the bottom of my heart. You are truly incredible, amazing and beautiful and I wish you nothing but the best, most hopeful of outcomes....everything and anything is possible ��.

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  9. Hi Micah,
    Have you heard about ESSIAC Tea which has been used very successfully in the fight against different cancers, including yours. Here is a link to a website with more information.

    https://csn.cancer.org/node/218329

    There are posts there from people who were also diagnosed with colon cancer and they are talking about Essiac Tea. It comes in capsule form, powder form, liquid form or you can make your own Essiac tea. It is available at health food stores, also on Amazon.ca. Just be sure to get the original if you want to try it - has a photo of the inventor - Nurse Renee Caisse on the box and the bottle. If you want to be sure it's the original go to:

    http://www.essiacproducts.com

    Perhaps your naturopath has heard of it and maybe already mentioned it to you.

    My prayers are with you on this difficult path you have to take. But God will be with you all the way, I am sure.

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  10. Micah, reading about your journey and how it is bringing you closer to God shows just how much he is working in your life, even through this horrific time. God LOVES to create beautiful, amazing miracles out of the pain and suffering in this life, it's what he does best. Although you are feeling so much suffering from the body and from the world, your soul will receive even more Love that can completely outweigh the pain. I have been praying for you, and asking God to bring you closer and closer to his heart every day. God is the infinite source of peace, truth, love, mercy, and light. As you grow to embrace him in your life, miracles WILL happen.

    I always enjoyed being around you, seeing your big bright eyes, hearing your laugh, seeing your beautiful smile. You have such a great gift of connecting to others and sharing your positivity with people. Although we haven't seen each other in so long, you made a beautiful impact on my life, and I have felt great joy while reflecting on the role you played in my life, and I am so grateful that you have been a part of my journey. You were a friend to me during a time in my life where God was bringing me closer and closer to him, and to see you on a journey where God is bringing you into the Love to help you through this, I know that you have received a beautiful gift of Hope throughout this difficult journey that will make this struggle possible for you.

    Although the suffering you endure may feel impossible to carry at times, know that you are not alone, and God walks with you every day. You may be powerless over what happens, but God isn't, which means you are not hopeless in this battle. Embrace whatever gift God will give you and follow his will for you. I can tell you are already doing that. You are not backing down and you are not resting in the fear, darkness, and hopelessness that is trying to consume you. You are a fighter, and a strong one at that.

    Fear will definitely be attacking you during this time, but remember that fear is the absence of love, and when you embrace the Love that God has for you, and the Love that others feel towards you and you have towards everyone, it's impossible for fear to consume you. Keep you Faith, Hope, and Love. Keep God close to your heart always. I will keep you in my prayers, but I am confident that the Lord is filling your soul with his endless love. Always keep the door open for God, the darkness is completely powerless to the Light. God bless you Micah. And thank you for showing myself and the rest of the world how Faith in God can get you through anything, no matter what we face.

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  11. I read your story and I just want you to know that I am praying for you. Praying for miracles and peace. Take good care of yourself

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    This song is beautiful, powerful and true. Keep your faith strong! God is always with you!

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