PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE

Calgary, AB, Canada
The odds are not on our table this time. I have no control. I can't ask for healing but only for a miracle. A miracle that the surgeons will try to get me back for surgery and hope that they can at least fix my blockage.

But so far, there are no surgeons that are willing to do this procedure. The malignant tumours/cancer cells had spread all over my small and large bowels. The Dr said there's simply no way they can fix me, even to remove the blockage is futile. We asked for a second opinion, and we're currently waiting for this Dr to come to hopefully remove the blockage, so at least I can eat or drink a little bit. For now, we are praying and hoping my bowels will dilate and open up to get my bowels to work again, if surgery is not gonna happen. 

Right now, I am on NG tube to prevent vomiting and I have an IV fluid for hydration. So I haven't eaten since Monday (4 days). This is how I'm currently "living" at the hospital. So basically, I am palliative. I think I've hit the end of my journey.


On the positive note, I am gaining my strength back. They removed my epidural so I am taking pain killers through an IV and I am walking from the bathroom to my bed.

It's crazy how fast this is all happening, way too fast! But as of right now, I am hoping for a miracle for a few more weeks to live... Let me gather my thoughts. My realizations in life and how I am currently coping with my situation right now will be on my next post...


18 comments

  1. I am with you My maganda. Always with you.

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  2. Love you, Micah! Praying for you everyday! - xo Chrissy

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  3. Sending a prayer your way...love u lots❤️
    Nae

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  4. I don't know you, but I am asking the universe to give you longer with your family and friends. Stay strong.

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  5. Praying for a miracle and peace until that miracle comes!

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  6. Praying for you and sending positive love and light your way. Wishing you a miracle♡

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  7. I'm praying for you Micah.

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  8. I love you Mike. Thank you for being strong for us. You will always be in my heart. ❤��

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  9. We're praying for you in Montreal, Ate Micah. Keep hoping and always trust in Him no matter what you go through. Love you 💕

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  10. Praying for Micah big prayers for a miracle. Miracles happen every day. Faith

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  11. Pls stay strong!You are the most amazing girl I've ever met!I will keep praying for you and your family, Micah!♡-Kelly

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  12. Stay positive always!

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  14. I don't know you but I STRONGLY BELIEVE that a MIRACLE is on the way! Jeremiah 32:27 - Nothing is too difficult for the Lord. Will be praying for you.

    Dinah

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  15. Praying for you Micah I've only seen you a few times from high school. We don't really know each other but stay strong and positive! Syrah

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  16. My name is Zaldy.I dont know you but my sister went through something similar.. it's important to free yourself from any negatively and enjoy every moment you have with the ones you love. Keep faith in whatever u believe in and know that ur never alone. My heart is with u. We are forms of energy that will continue thrive no matter what happens. God bless you.

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    1. The pain is temporary

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